Where Have I Been?

Hey everyone! I hope everyone is well where ever you are in the world.
As of right now, it is four days before Christmas and this post is not meant to bring everyone down. I want this to be a post that is just a simple update and that I will be back and stronger than ever!



So for everyone that doesn't know, I moved at the end of October to Bethlehem, PA and I moved in with my boyfriend. And we are temporarily living with his family until we have enough to get a place of our own. Now with that said, I have been here looking for work since before I moved and I had to start at a local Walmart. Now don't get me wrong, Walmart is a nice place, but not for me to work. I came from working in an office and I had the same hours every day and structure. At Walmart, I had different hours and days off. That wasn't the life for me. So lucky, I went through an employment service and they found me a job. The downside, I start next year. But I now have a job next year, I am the happiest. Now, I just need a car and we shall be golden! Then moving out next year will be the next thing on our list. My boyfriend and I have the goal in sight and he wants to move around my birthday but I know that it is not possible.

Since I have been out here, I have felt like a failure for not working, finding work, not going to work, and just feeling really down and depressed. Now having to battle depression and my PCOS effects haven't made it easy to be away from my friends and family. I love my boyfriend very much and he has been the best to me. He goes over the moon to make sure I am happy and safe from the hormones to the crying fits. He really treats me well and I couldn't have asked for the best first boyfriend.

I hope everyone has a great day and week and I'll talk to y'all soon!!!
   
      Shannon