FEBRUARY!!

Brrrr.... It is cold outside here in NJ and most of the eastern part of the US... And since it is the beginning  of the month I just wanted to chat and catch up with everyone!

• Lately I have been shoveling snow and ice from the driveway and feeling the pain after... Long cold nights and the warmth of my bed is all I have been doing. Also Netflix, tea, and snacks have been key in my late nights of staying warm.
• Counting down the days until you are legally allowed to drink as struck me. But my birthday is on a day of love, singles, and DEATH!!! Yes, I am talking about Valentine's Day.. I look at it as the day of my birth and the day of a mob it. Yes, death is associated with the day of love... and I love it!!! I am an interesting person to get to know and understand... Over time some get to know...
• Going to start relaxing and letting things go. I can't keep holding things in and keep this guard up. It is more like castle brick wall.. Easy to go up and but a b*tch to go down in a pile of bricks. 
• Life, love and friendship is all I am looking for. To live my life the way I want. Save money and travel. Maybe fall in love with someone that breaks down the wall. Find and strengthen the friendship that I currently have. 

I am not a professional and I am not telling what to do or how to do it.... I am sharing my journey and what I am doing. I hope that everyone finds happiness in life and that everything with be alright...

    Shannon