How I Deal With the Pain

I know it has been a while and the pain has been a real factor for me. This article is about something that most of my family doesn't even know. It is something that I have dealt with for many years and it has been a painful ride. I still suffer but now as much as I use to before treatments. My life has changed so much since I was diagnosed and I have been through the ringer...

Update

Hey everyone, I know it has been a long time since I have posted and I have been a busy lady. Since I have last posted I have been laid off from my job, I haven't been working, and all of that happened right as I signed the lease of an apartment with my boyfriend!! Now I am struggling and life is not treating me well enough. I am thankful to have my boyfriend to support me and help me through it all. If I didn't have him in my life, I do not know where I would be right now. 

As I am typing this, I am thinking about everything that I should be doing but I really don't feel like being an adult at this very moment. I just want everything to go back. I would be happier working and making money. I love my life and just wish that I had a job. I have been sitting here for a month applying to jobs and getting nowhere! 

Now that I have all of this free time, I am thinking about posting again and working hard making this something other than a hobby... What do you think? 

Talk to y'all soon! 

Shannon