i never realized how much my life really sucks... walking into my house is like having depression everyday and i cant handle it anymore. i am happy that school is almost over and then i still need to find a job... for once, i just want this to go my way and not have any rules... i have allows thought that i am living the dream of my mother... but, i still cant really talk to my parents about what has happened over these past 2 years... i just want to have another mental episode but i know that also wont help me either. well, i gtg, doing hmwk and watching a movie...
later
